All Sides of the Empress
I will not
lie to you; this article is perhaps the hardest one for me to write. The research into it, the meditation, even
reading the books that come with the decks was very tedious and slippery.
I have a
confession. Of all the cards in a tarot deck the card I least identify with,
the one that always gives me trouble is the Empress. I find it nearly
impossible to scratch beneath her smile and find the beating heart of the card.
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Something
pinged for me Monday morning though when I was doing my own divination. I had
the three Empress cards spread before me and pulled my own card for the day. 8
of Wands from the Thoth deck. Swiftness of thought and communication. I guess I
do have what I need.
In every
deck I have owned or seen, the Empress is always pregnant and usually seen in
some kind of pastoral scene or surrounded by plants. The obvious connection is life, nature, and
motherhood.
The
motherhood connection, there is the rub. We have, as a whole, a skewed view of
the Mother. We have pulled Her teeth and Her fangs and made Her kind of weak
and something to be relegated to one role only.
Scratch the
surface of that gentle smile, the gentle flowers and pastures, and find the
beating fiery heart of all Nature in its glory. Living, vital, joyous, dangerous,
mesmerizing, and scary Nature that can heal or kill you probably using the
same instrument.
The
beautiful scenes of forests and plants and wide open fields the Empress is
sometimes surrounded with did not happen easily or quickly. One need only look
at the fossil record and computer renderings of what ancient Earth looked like
to know that Nature is not always gentle or forgiving. Volcanoes, earthquakes, wild weather and
oceans, venomous animals and poisonous plants show the darker side of the
Mother in Her glorious wrath.
The Mother
is more than just giving birth. It is
fierce protector and also the end that we all great. Life and Death. Remember the Spartan mothers that told their
sons, “With it or on it,”. It is the
cauldron of the Mother that the souls return to on death and leave at birth;
only to return once again at death. Ceridwen
is a Mother figure, and yet She ate Gwion, later to give birth to him as
Taliesin. Just because it has the face of the Mother does not mean it is always
looking to coddle you. Sometimes for us to truly grow we need a harsh lesson in
life to forge a stronger spirit.
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The Empress
is also associated with creativity and art. It can feel for an artist as if
each piece, each stanza, is a child. It takes shape inside of the artist and
sometimes the process of getting the project out is a lesson in pain and
heartache till it is just perfect.
Creation can be a messy process that makes us look inside our core and
painfully dredge up the emotion and imagination needed to get it done.
When you see
the Empress you see a woman in her prime.
All the sensual power that is Female and the power of Venus, the planet
this card is associated with. She is
soft curves and obviously has the attention of her suitor for the swell of her
belly speaks of his ardor. She knows who she is and she has grasped her full
potential and taken it.
Take some
time to study this card and really see the imagery on it. What does it say to
you? Does it spark something inside, a touch of the creative soul begging to be
free? What is your relationship with Your mother like?
Personal Gnosis
As I
mentioned earlier I have a hard time working with the concept of Mother. It
does not come easily and the face of my Goddess I see more often is the one of
battle and sorcery. I am comfortable with these, but She called me to task for
it. Even if I will never be a mother there is still a vital lesson to be
learned. I took it to work for a month trying to connect with that aspect of
Her.
I had one
vision in the month that I worked and it was one that made me re-evaluate the
Mother.
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I had and
still do, slip into the pitfall most of us have of ignoring the power that is
inherent in the Mother. I generally saw it as weak and with no power beyond
birth. But, the power of birth is very strong, I mean brand new life generated
inside of something else!
The vision
She showed me was a verdant valley with a small hill overlooking it. On the
hill was a woman who was very pregnant. Below her, a battle raged and was
tearing up the ground and growth. It was death and chaos. Yet as the soldiers
fell their bodies dissolved into the ground while the souls rose and spiraled
into a double helix and entered the woman’s womb. When the dust settled from
battle the valley was green and fertile from the bodies and blood entombed in
the soil.
It was a
powerful reminder of the cycles of life and death and struggle. When we gaze out and see these soul lifting
landscapes we tend to forget the struggle that went into creating these places.
It took millions of years to form and countless lives were swallowed up to
create space for new lives.
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